I want to feel innocent. Burn my feet on the cement. You said, "Don't forget your roots. Don't forget what builds you up." I remember how you laughed, The way you carried yourself. I remember everything that you said Hoping someday I'd be just like you. I hope it haunts you, I hope it eats you alive. I hope you're never satisfied. I hope you think of me when you start to realize your wrong. I've learned to accept The guilt and regret Gnawing away at my bones. Pull me apart until I can't escape The feeling of being alone. Alone.