The pale beauty of a dying star
Slowly collapsing, breathtaking from afar
Like an orchid closing up
Never renewing, dead and stuck
Right here in the dirt where it was first
Buried alive in to begin with
A gray painting hangs here inside my home
It peels and it cracks, it becomes by tomb
Even I worship the ground that I've been walking around
Most of these days
I am wretched, I am slurred
I might be dying, I could be cursed
One thing's for certain
I'm tying one off here before we start
I never thought I'd live to see the day when
Best made plans are laid to waste
Embarrassing disgrace
Hope can only drag along for so long until
Everything's gone and your spent
Nothing even fucking left
Passion's just weakness entering via
Some rotten out old hollow husk
Dreams collapsing into dust
Holding on to a youth that's wasted
Haunted by your dreams
Now you're bursting at the seams
You're going to reap what you sew
No one knows just how far this rabbit hole goes
No one knows
No one knows the trouble I've been
So give up
Just don't care
Don't feel anything at all
Embrace the void
Enjoy the fall
So give up
I don't even need this scene
So get the hell out of town or fucking do something