Up on the frozen hill Look over the valley Feet are numb, I'm bundled up Just me and my broken thoughts Seems I've reached the top Know what lurks inside The ground beneath me shakes Know what I left behind Stared death in the eye He reached out his hand And said "There are friends for you in heaven Why not leave those ones behind? Your family doesn't love you And no one ever will." So I said screw it, I took his hand I swallowed the pill Woke up the next day My body laid beside me Rushed out of the house It was all dry and empty I went down to the church To see if they were there Climbed up on the ledge and watched As my best friends cried their eyes out One of them, he looked above And he could tell that I was there "Oh, what a loss", the priest said "This young soul has left the Earth Dug back to the ground Never to return." But my spirit's still here, my eyes haven't shut They're all looking down instead of up Close my eyes, have a dream Have a smoke, whatever you need More like wants disguised as needs But whatever, never forever