Opened my eyes In a shaft of sunlight I think I saw you, Like the first few drops of October, Shifting, falling, fragile. Reached out and searched with eager fingers, But they find only traces of a smile Wake up sweating To scream your name on a blank page And write your face on a mountain Bathed in morning light, Clear my head for a new dawn Drown myself in a new life I search for you, Yet again, in a place that feels warm and tender A place you really don't belong to and probably never did...