Laying in the sand, watching the Waves crash, looking into the sky, You're my shooting star... That never fades away, even in Dark you're there, always Watching me. Helping me through life, Walking upon my shadow, I wish you Had never left. Why did you take your Life you were only 18, when you left Home and I have never been, The same without you in my life. So I live and pretend, that you're still With me. Somewhere in my heart Yours still beats. You broke my heart over and over again. Its funny to see me here, bleeding on The floor, crying to myself. Never knowing how you could do this to me. I thought I meant something to you, But I was wrong and I still, Will always love you. I felt your breathing even after, I heard your voice, before I followed. You hurt me so much... I have lost so much in life, And I have cried and cried, For some one to help me, And you all walked past. What would happen if you Were in my place? I cant say I'd help you, and I Don't blame you for anything. You just didn't care and left... It's the cold shoulder of life.