As I'm Gazing at the moon
I realise everything
My existence, so small and so useless
So perfidious, and so insane
So cold and so brutal
Wounded by the solitude
You are the cause of my death inside
Nothing would be so complex
Nothing would seem so complicated
Maybe I'm just annoying
Or Maybe I don't listen to my inner voices
They are calling me and beg me to run
They are always welcoming me when I need
As I'm Gazing at the moon
I realise everything
Freezing Heart And Cursed Mind
Nothing seems to be real
Losing my way in the thorns
Losing the ghost that were following me
I am hurt by your ignorance
I am definitely hurt by your boredom
As it seems impossible to make you smile
Even more to make you fight
As I'm Gazing at the moon
I realise everything
My existence, so small and so useless
So perfidious, and so insane
So cold and so brutal
Pierce me by thy sword of sorrow
Make me bleed everyday
You need it, I know right
Show me how I'm a failure for the world
As I'm Gazing at the moon
I realise everything
My existence, so small and so useless
So perfidious, and so insane
So cold and so brutal
Mental illness perfume
Incarnate the reject
Make me bleed, make me scream
My eyes are burning
I'm tired of living, breathing gets heavy
Make me sleep forever, in the eternal depths
Sorrow and sadness is filling me and then
A full emptiness
I never felt that dead before...
As I'm Gazing At The Moon
I Realise Everything...
My Existence, so small and so useless
So perfidious and so insane
So cold and so brutal
Exhausted
Never delighted
Give me one reason to stay on this planet
I don't belong here
I belong to the moon
I will always be somewhere else