Pipe down At this point I feel like giving up right now I never wanted all of this but now I might drown Swimming back to the surface hoping that I'll survive Hoping that I'll be worthy next time Keep holding me back but now its too late And I got way too much on my plate You play with me you play with fire better back down Thats how I gotta act until nobody's around Fuck it up every month Then come home and go to sleep do it again it's not enough Every day feels like another burden never any peace Man the pain gets keeping worse antisocial make it work Can't make a conversation start uh and still I end it Let the bodies fuckin drop uh every second I'm insane go away mentally I'm not okay Every second left dreaming that I never found this place Yeah they keep me on a pedestal I'm not the guy you want All my memories rush back and my past comes back to haunt me Was it worth it hardly Wishing she would call me Wishing they would talk to me Wishing that I didn't ruin the lives of all my friends I'm the man for bein everything my parents never wanted Man I'm so exhausted was I this unwanted Pipe down At this point I feel like giving up right now I never wanted all of this but now I might drown Swimming back to the surface hoping that I'll survive Hoping that I'll be worthy next time Keep holding me back but now its too late And I got way too much on my plate You play with me you play with fire better back down Thats how I gotta act until nobody's around