Can't hold my senses together
When I'm under the weather you're there
And all I ask is some space and you give me a stare
The kind of blank look that makes me think you're not even there
And I can deal with pressure
Maybe I can't
But I'll do it for you
And I'll do what I can
I just hope that my names stays etched
I just hope that they don't forget
Please be proud of me
If not you then who am I prideful for
Be proud of me
Don't forget me when you close the door cause
I can't wait another minute before I break down
So tell me you're proud of me
Before I'm not around anymore
"Wouldn't let it tear you apart the way it did to me"
Cause all these pressure knocked me down now I can't sleep
Thinking all night bout how I let you down every single other day
I'm reminded of it every time I see your face
So pick me up then put me down
Didn't know how cold it would sound
How I froze myself then let it decay
Backstabbed too many times way too many names
But I'm fine with bein yours
As long as you're still backing me
As long as you're not doubting me
As long as you're still proud of me
Please be proud of me
If not you then who am I prideful for
Be proud of me
Don't forget me when you close the door cause
I can't wait another minute before I break down
So tell me you're proud of me
Before I'm not around anymore
Please be proud of me
If not you then who am I prideful for
Be proud of me
Don't forget me when you close the door cause
I can't wait another minute before I break down
So tell me you're proud of me
Before I'm not around anymore