Imagine if I took my life
Gave up on love
And died tonight
I wonder who would cry for me
I'll never know
I'll never see
But I can still pretend
It's so magical
To think about the end
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The ones I loved
Would blame themselves
And wished that I'd
Reached out for help
And everybody else would try
To analyze my suicide
Everybody wants to cry
About some famous kid
That died
♪
Tonight I'll light a candle
And fantasize my funeral
♪
All my bitch-ass enemies
Would blame themselves
For killing me
Confess it in a eulogy
Regret the things
They said to me
My album would sell better
And I'd probably trend
On social media
♪
Everybody wants to say
I just saw him the other day
Pretend that they were
Close to me
For thoughts and prayers
And sympathy
Everybody wants to be
Best friends
With the recently deceased
♪
Tonight I'll light a candle
And fantasize my funeral
♪
I know it's not my time to go
I still have so much
Room to grow
Secretly I think about
The people I can't live without
There's so much hate
I wish to fight
So much here to keep myself alive
♪
The truth is I'm afraid of death
I never could commit to that
While immigrants and refugees
Ride blow up rafts
Through deadly seas
And here I am a privileged me
With no concept for suffering
I think I'll shut the fuck up
And donate to a charity
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Oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh
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Oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh
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Oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh

Tonight I'll light a candle
And end this stupid ritual