She doesn't wanna talk about it I said "That's funny, 'cause you're always talking 'bout it to him" Yeah, you're talking to him You're what I see when I close my eyes The water ripples into your reflection When I close my eyes, all I see is you But it won't come true I'll cut the chord and try to leave it You're blocking out potential lifetimes Just to find it wasn't what you wanted I tried so hard to be someone else All to find I wasn't what you wanted Moving on is overrated And I only think that when you're talking to him You just keep talking to him He's what you see when you close your eyes The spotlight of love wasn't on me To be honest with you I blame the engineer Are you really here? I'm starting to think that you're leaving You're blocking out potential lifetimes Just to find it wasn't what you wanted I tried so hard to be someone else All to find I wasn't what you wanted And do you swoon at the thought of the grease from his locks? Or spend your days dreaming of the life you left for nought? Oh That illusion you cast made me think to the past And in my daydreams I saw you walk away You're blocking out potential lifetimes Just to find it wasn't what you wanted I tried so hard to be someone else All to find that I wasn't what you wanted What you wanted (I tried so hard to be someone else) What you wanted (All to find I wasn't what you wanted)