I don't want to I don't want to I don't want to I don't want to Monsters Come out Slowly Deeply Breathe Breathe Shadows Become darker I promised to my self To never feel this shit As I did before As I did before I don't want to Before you hit me Before this began Before we built it And then collapsed in this In this shameless land In this liars world I wanna feel me As I did before As I did As I did But have I ever fed me? And my stomach screams And gets smaller And I get the spleen My head is colder And I feel swords and arrows And I don't need to get damned drunk To feel this shit again And I don't need to get damned drunk To feel this shit again To feel this shit again To feel this shit again To feel this shit again I don't want to I don't want to I don't want to I don't want to I don't want to