I don't want to Monsters come out Slowly Deeply Breathe Shadows become darker I promised to my self to never feel this shit as I did before I don't want to Before you hit me Before this began Before we built it And than collapsed in this In this shameless land In this liars world I wanna feel me As I did before As i did As i did But have I ever fed me? And my stomach screams And gets smaller, and I get the spleen My head is colder, and I feel swards and arrows And i don't need to get damn drunk to feel this shit again And i don't need to get damn drunk to feel this shit again To feel this shit again I don't want to