Before my blackout She was the only one left Wrapped in the shadows Where only I could see her there Open mouth Blue eyes and blank stares She was the only one who cared A statue in a memory That fades more each year Little dots Coins through a glass Blood from the stone A cry through the void Black out My former actor He was closest one I had The sharpest reflection He was the truеst glass My own words Blue eyes and fakе laughs A few I think we even shared Now faded in memory He's getting smaller every day Little dots Drifting and floating and fading away Less of me every year There's a part of me I hope you never see It's brazen for the day There's a part of me I hope you never Have to come to understand