Tell me you want me Tell me you hate me Tell me you love me, so You try to control me Get me to hate me Feel like I'm drowning, oh It's like you don't even try It's like you wouldn't care if I died I feel like I'm trapped Feel like a rat Feel like I'm going insane Your toxic words flowing through my brain Who have I even become? What have you made me become? I don't wanna know I don't wanna know I don't wanna know I don't wanna know I fear for my life Your words are like knives You're cutting through my soul I wanted to cry You tell me to die You make me no longer whole I know that it's wrong I know that you're wrong But how is it so You make me believe that I'm the guilty one? I don't wanna know I don't wanna know I don't wanna know I don't wanna know AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA