I'm becoming something that I do not like
If they did me wrong, I'm trying hard to do them right
Don't want to let my ego get control of me
I'm a shapeshifter in the moonlight
Wear the mask so they don't see me in a new light
Shadows winning, I may let em have me in the fight
Like I need some time
I feel more at ease when there's plenty of rain
But nothing in life seems to remedy pain
If I turn to drugs then I'll relapse again
Find it harder to call my associates friends
I'll lose it all
I'll lose it all
I'll lose it all
It's evil in the world and I want it to be gone
Dream that I'm in prison, I just want to be alone
Shit was in the past, why do I hold onto feelings I know I can beat; So why can't I escape
The palace is guarded
I need my heart stolen, I want someone to break the safe
I swear I keep falling
Will worry let go if I dive in the lake
Don't really vent to the people around me cause I'm too convinced that I'm way too far gone
I'd let them get closer to me, but people will use you; my high alert is always on
Showing a smile at the function, but I do not mingle; I wanted to vibe out at home
Tired of wondering when I'll get over the hate that I write about in every song
I'm becoming something that I do not like
If they did me wrong, I'm trying hard to do them right
Don't want to let my ego get control of me
I'm a shapeshifter in the moonlight
Wear the mask so they don't see me in a new light
Shadows winning, I may let em have me in the fight
Like I need some time
I feel more at ease when there's plenty of rain
But nothing in life seems to remedy pain
If I turn to drugs then I'll relapse again
Find it harder to call my associates friends
I'll lose it all