The sky today cracked open An egg from your mother's womb Tucked it under our shirts And learned the meaning of shame My wife is dead I have killed her In a gust of the wind Nothing left to be done Nothing left to be done I could not go home So i dropped out of sight No secret, but i know it can be kept Deep in kansas, i have buried my daughters Raised my Sons In the eye of the storm Kept my children As children so Long God's will is not love but a hammer So long... God's will... Oh, i saw you In your garments on the street In your garments in this room I followed you These passionate attachments These late nights spent in each other's rooms These close brushes These near kisses These fidelities These difficulties These sublimations These sublimations Unfinished business These sublimations These sublimations Oh, i saw you In your garments on the street In your garments in my room I want to swallow you Like a host Whole Something denied... isay Something despised... i picked it up Something disowned... i claim Something disallowed... i took it up Something denied... in this room tonight Something disjointed... was made whole Somebody lied... in this room tonight And what they denied... i took home