Angry, I'm not angry I'm not anything anymore Memory, I can't remember me I can't remember what I was before And these shots of joy will spread my sadness Down a path that I will surely go I will follow with steadfastness Where ever these tears of mine do flow Lazy, I'm not lazy just because my mother said That I am inside of a hole Baby, I disgust me I just need some sympathy Sympathy to sooth my soul I sure hate these girls and boys Touching hands and making noise tonight I will seek out solitude And I will rest my on to the light You touching others Me under covers Holding my breath Somebody unclench this pain in my chest I've had since I was young and don't know why Self destructive feedback It feeds back everything I know The time keeps passing by And won't be there to see it go It's self destructive feedback It feeds back everything I know The time keeps passing by and I won't be there to see it go