Starting today I'll learn to love my face
I gave away all that took up my space
Feeling ashamed for time I waste away
Aware of the stain but I can't seem to change
Fading but I don't wanna
Feel anything for a goddamn minute
I held it all in for the moment
Breaking apart I feel indifferent now
Another down but I refuse to frown
You came around it's too late for me now
Still wonder how there's darkness I allow
That I can't seem to drown or bury underground
Fading but I don't wanna
Feel anything for a goddamn minute
I held it all in for the moment
Breaking apart I feel indifferent
Fading but I don't wanna
Feel anything for a goddamn minute
I held it all in for the moment
Breaking apart I feel indifferent
Why am I working all the time
Will I end up feeling right
Find a way to cause some pain
Allow myself to go insane
All these memories reside in a dark place in my mind
And they echo through my days
Man, I'm just trying to get paid
Fading but I don't wanna
Feel anything for a goddamn minute
I held it all in for the moment
Breaking apart I feel indifferent
Sunshine and broken bottles
Why would I choose to walk barefoot through
Glass everyday, I just can't help it
I fell in love with shattered vices
Why