I saw you down at the grocery store I don't leave the house much no more Greasy hair and dirty clothes I know you know cause I'm an open book You ask me about my mental health I stammer, choke and say I'm not well As you slink away, you don't know what to say You try and thank me for my honesty But honestly its worse than that I don't give a shit if I live or die But I don't say that, I can't say that That makes people uncomfortable Like You're crushing mother natures son When I saw you down at the beach I hoped the ocean would swallow me Because I saw that look on your face I could hear you judging me silently But I didn't know what to say Because I never know what the fuck to say I just grimaced and bore wilted teeth When I slowly sank into the sea And I was never seen again Much to the delight of all my friends Who just jumped for joy on the shore Gleefully chanting 'never more' Like We're crushing mother natures son Will I ever see you again? Or was it all a lie or was it all pretend? But I don't know how to get through to you I don't know what you want me to do I wanna be the one you think about I wanna be the one that you dream about I wanna be the one you hear about I wanna be the one that you read about I wanna be the one you sing about I wanna be the one that you scream about And if you want to be right Then I'll be wrong Your base conclusions All forgone The sky so black Under your thumb We let the city eat its young Like They're crushing mother natures son