This would be so different If I walked another path But I still feel the shame When someone did the math Sometimes I swear I feel Your soul your life I could not save Sometimes I hear echoes of your name The name I never gave I have a feeling I love you More than anything I have lost And if you stay we will make it through The counting of the cost I wonder if you're alive somewhere If in heaven we will meet. Would you be angry or embittered? Would you finally set me free? I have a feeling I love you More than anything I have lost And if you stay we will make it through The counting of the cost I would give anything to hold you And buy you every pretty thing To be enchanted with your splendor To hear the songs I would sing I have a feeling I love you More than anything I have lost And if you stay we will make it through The counting of the cost You would be turning ten this year I wish you were here