I open my eyes, And then I look up as I tilt back this bottle of sun-baked rotgut. And my clothes are still wet from the dew on the Grass, but here at the bottom we don't give a damn. The wood is still burning from yesterday's fire, Our home turned to ashes on a funeral pyre because I lit the match And I watched the flame as I tried to erase my mind of your name but I still see your face in the clouds, And I still smell your hair in the flowers, And I still hear your voice in the sounds at Night, and all I can do is lay here and cry. Now I close my eyes and dream about us, How I felt when I knew it was you that I loved. How I always struggled with words hard to find, How you smiled, held my hand and told me to be quiet. And I realize what I need to lose is the fear of a future alone Without you so I pick up the bottle and shatter the glass that made Me believe you belonged in my past and I still see your face in Clouds, and I still smell your hair in the flowers, And I still hear your voice in the sounds at Night, and I know that you'll always be by my side. Still see your face in clouds, And I still smell your hair in the flowers, And I still hear your voice in the sounds at Night, and I know that you'll always be by my side. Be by my side.