I wasn't ready
I was wild you were steady
Was too young to be engaged
3 years already since the feelings were buried
And I chose to walk away
I've been up and I've been thinking
About where and who I'm supposed to be
I've been the villain, I've been the hero
I've been through heaven, through hell
But only in your arms I've been myself
I get down about the future
When I think about the past
I get caught up, I get defeated
I never got how you could tell
How you got me more than I got myself
I wasn't ready
I was wild you were steady
Was too young to be engaged
3 years already since the feelings were buried
And I chose to walk away
I'm still livin in, what it could've been
Hoping that we work it out and then
I can find myself in you again
I see the road I could've taken
I see the life I could've had
I see my shadow and reflection
I see with hindsight all too well
How only in your eyes I saw myself
I wasn't ready
I was wild you were steady
Was too young to be engaged
3 years already since the feelings were buried
And I chose to walk away
I'm still livin in, what it could've been
Hoping that we work it out and then
I can find myself in you again
I find it hard to hear about you
I find it harder not to know
I found the feelings that I buried
With your things on the top shelf
The day I heard you found somebody else
I wasn't ready I was wild you were steady
Was too young to be engaged
3 years already, heard that you're getting married
Guess she's cool with being second place
I'm keep living in, what it should've been
Knowing that you'll love her til the end
I won't find myself in you again