Bear in the back 1 a.m. escape Couldn't get the windows back in the panes only armed with duct tape Trying to tiptoe around with glass still in my feet Silent words hit Like a symphony But all that self-indulgent hot air wasn't really about me Still betraying myself to keep your nonsense discreet This has eaten all of my spare hearts The switches were removed in the dark Ignored the clown jumping the shark Time and time again Where is this in the arc? Cry screaming in this jar Completely come apart Where do I go? What do I know? Embarrassed I've Still not found a way Near strangers propping me on fences built from better yesterdays Instead of mending I just feel more bruised and beat Looking back, I'd gotten good at silencing alarms And ignoring the stench of impending doom But somehow I'm still on fire, a tongueful of ash, an armful of smoke Standing on our street, in the middle of the night, staring at an orange moon This has eaten all of my spare hearts The switches were removed in the dark Ignored the clown jumping the shark Time and time again Where is this in the arc? Cry screaming in this jar Completely come apart Where do I go? What do I know? This has eaten all of my spare hearts The switches were removed in the dark Ignored the clown jumping the shark Time and time again Where is this in the arc? Cry screaming in this jar Completely come apart Where do I go? What do I know?