Lately my mind's been doing alright I'm not eating too well But I'm sleeping at night, I Figured out what I need Not what I want, I'm just a little out of touch And my mind is not made up Seascapes of green, rocks on the shore I wander rosy skies, too And oh-so much more I want to wake up at noon Be home by five, maybe Back out at ten I want to feel alive There's a dream of a house to shelter my heart But the crystal is black It's tearing me apart I need to count every dime Pre-fill my cup Now I'm almost 24 And my mind is not made up Oh, dear hopes and dreams Tell me what it means It's weary living life just in retrospect I'll get it all figured out, and then I can start But somethings gotta help me to get through Just this part My mind is not made up Lately my mind's been doing okay And I'm starting to think maybe life will always Be this way