I'm so sorry for the shit I put you through, And all the times I said I'd change, just for you It's never easy leaving someone behind, I guess moving on will take some time Tell your parents I will miss them when I leave I'll think of Miller every day, every fucking week I hope she grows up to be just like you, Tell her I'm doing fine and Shaun misses you Can I hold your hand the same way I did, When I first kissed you. Lay your head down on my chest, We'll close our eyes and fall asleep soon. Three years and I'm history, Convinced myself that we were meant to be We said you'd turn twenty one, Not a day older, I'd buy a ring then we'd turn the page over Planned to leave for the USA, Travel the coast head for Tampa Bay It was set in stone that we'd brave the bad weather I'll go myself since we're not together It's hit me hard that you don't want me anymore. I'm losing sleep cause when it rains it fucking pours My eyes are heavy and I'm feeling numb, I got our date tattooed I've yet to tell my mum I'll change the subject every time your names brought up Avoid the questions I get asked, Say it's just hard luck I'll put a face on just to cover the truth They can probably tell that I'm missing you Can I hold your hand the same way I did, When I first kissed you Lay your head down on my chest, We'll close our eyes and fall asleep soon Three years and I'm history, Convinced myself that we were meant to be We said you'd turn twenty one, Not a day older, I'd buy a ring then we'd turn the page over Planned to leave for the USA, Travel the coast head for Tampa Bay It was set in stone that we'd brave the bad weather I'll go myself since we're not together Can I hold your hand the same way I did, When I first kissed you. Lay your head down on my chest, We'll close our eyes and fall asleep soon.