I remember when I got off the stage and I saw him looking down and... I Just remember waking up one day and just knowing that... White flag Just knowing that it's over... Seein' the good turn bad, make you think a little different Seein' your fam in rehab, make you drink a little different Dad's jealousy make relationship a little different Him blaming you for that, make you flip a little different A passion turning into work, it work a little different Trust issues make you treat a good girl a little different (I was like, "Yеah, I know") Bad breakups make wakin' up alone a littlе different Cryin' at meet n' greets make doing shows a little different The girl that used to curve you, now she texts a little different (What I remember was...) Fuckin' out of spite make the sex a little different (I wasn't the only one) People relyin' on you make you chill a little different Knowing you lost make being blessed feel a little different Gettin' most of what you want make you want a little different I bet this girl would want me if I flaunt a little different I always wonder when they hear what I say Can they tell I never got women without fame? Can they see a whole person that I ain't? Can they tell I wasn't worth shit until paid? They wonder how I'm not nervous when on stage 'Cause that's the only time that I can truly run away I forget everything and rush a little different Petite brunette bitches make the fun a little different My manager looking at this cup a little different I guess our opinion on being drunk a little different Momma saw me stumbling, this time a little different Told her I won't cross the line but I line a little different Told my grandma that I call her back today Feelin' I can do no wrong make me lie a little different This girl says she's got a nice room for me Money make me view the word "nice" a little different The price a little different Luxury hotels make it feel okay to hide, so I hide a little different Packed schedule make seeing me a little different So when I hit, my excuse to leave a little different It's not that I don't love, I love a little different I trust a little different, condom flush a little different Can't put that in the trash, women act a little different They might pick it up and stick it back a little different My ex probably tryin' to hate a little different When she found them videos, made her rage a little different Threw trust out the window and pained a little different Couldn't even fuck me 'cause her memory too vivid Two weeks later, we broke up a little different From the first time, this time her grudge a little different Nowadays my shame a little different Wakin' up with it, it just weigh a little different Sometimes I really wanna fade a little different But addiction's in my blood, we lose strength a little different I prone a little different I wonder if I'm losing myself or I'm just dealing with my growth a little different Good times, but I deal a little different Knowing I'm lost make being bless feel a little different