You gon' hate me even more when you hear this I don't listen to my homies I'm distractin', what they told me You just with me for the lifestyle I'm just with you 'cause I'm lonely But it's okay if we got love Everything's okay if we got love Money and fame make me feel so tough 'Til I break your heart and I lose your trust Break your heart and I lose your trust Break your heart Ayy, video shoot, women all on me Pictures get posted, you start to scold me I try to explain, you just insult me My ego's telling me that I'm holy And I don't need your stress, so I end it with you I fuck half the bitches from the video shoot But when they leave I'm just thinking of you, just thinking of you Don't leave me alone I can't be controlled When I'm on my own When I'm on my own Just tell me you're gone Tell me you moved on Then I'll let you go Then I'll let you go How'd I end up here? Successful boy chose the best career A thousand in the crowd, but none back here I get on stage and sell my tears Fans clap and then they leave Man this life is just a tease I'm not good at appreciating the moment, you're the one who helped me A slave to my ego, so I fucking let you leave Why the fuck I let you leave? Don't leave me alone I can't be controlled When I'm on my own When I'm on my own Just tell me you're gone Tell me you moved on Then I'll let you go Then I'll let you go I know you got another dude Doing everything I'm supposed to do You say you don't, but I know you do, I know you Colorado's two thousand miles away Girl, I ain't far, I'm just a flight away When Mac died, you texted me Did it just to check on me You know how much I idolized him How much he affected me You told me he reminded you of me Just with different habits and different trends Truth is, when you left, I started to drink again Divine Feminine stay on repeat My best friend got a girlfriend, she's so sweet Every weekend they invite me to a movie And I tell them that I'm busy, but I'm not I'm just so jealous when I see 'em I'm just feeling I'm missing my team, missing my team Fans congratulate me on living my dreams But as I'm winning, I'm just losing what matters to me I'm just begging you, please Don't leave me alone I can't be controlled When I'm on my own When I'm on my own Just tell me you're gone Tell me you moved on Then I'll let you go Then I'll let you go Don't leave me alone I can't be controlled When I'm on my own When I'm on my own Just tell me you're gone Tell me you moved on Then I'll let you go Then I'll let you go