Said we going home I don't wanna go that way I'm just scared of this life All the choices that I made I'm not saved I feel dead I want love Not regret I'm my own worst nightmare A voice in my head Said we going home I don't wanna go that way I'm just scared of this life All the choices that I made I'm not saved I feel dead I want love Not regret I'm my own worst nightmare A voice in my head Cigarettes couldn't tell you if I'm breathing Opiates I'ma kill all the feeling Remain in place graveyard dweller It's the drugs in my system make it all better No phone I'm trynna be alone now No feelin I'm waiting for the comedown No sleep watchin till the suns down Hate me but you could never find out What it's like living in my head My own worst nightmare cause I'm talking like I'm Dead Cigarette smoke Mixin with some prescripts Addicted to a memory Before I ever started this Said we going home I don't wanna go that way I'm just scared of this life All the choices that I made I'm not saved I feel dead I want love Not regret I'm my own worst nightmare A voice in my head Said we going home I don't wanna go that way I'm just scared of this life All the choices that I made I'm not saved I feel dead I want love Not regret I'm my own worst nightmare A voice in my head Cigarettes couldn't tell you if I'm breathing Opiates I'ma kill all the feeling Remain in place graveyard dweller The drugs in my system make it all better Screaming to the moon that I just need help These scars on my wrist seem to open themselves I couldn't even pause when I drank from the shelf Help me heal this pain with something else I'm broken floating Always trynna cope and It's hurting it's hurting Save me from this pain I'm broken floating Always trynna cope and It's hurting it's hurting Save me from the pain Said we going home I don't wanna go that way I'm just scared of this life All the choices that I made I'm not saved I feel dead I want love Not regret I'm my own worst nightmare A voice in my head Said we going home I don't wanna go that way I'm just scared of this life All the choices that I made I'm not saved I feel dead I want love Not regret I'm my own worst nightmare A voice in my head