I think I miss you in my bones I don't wanna be alone I had to let you go Was only sleeping with your ghost That pit in my stomach My heart drops of a summit Whenever your name comes up I say it's just bad luck And I held back the tears all week 'Cause every time I cry I bring you back to me And I didn't sleep all week 'Cause every time I try you show up in my dreams So don't you tell me That it was just wrong timing Those words that make my mind spin Those words that crawl under my skin I'm sick and tired of pretending that I'm not violent Just turn on all the sirens And take me to an asylum Where I can scream in silence Where I can scream in silence I still remember how your skin feels When I hold you all asleep And I'd match the way you breathe A feeling I'll always grieve Sometimes I don't think you were real Something bad that happened to me A cut that went too deep A scar that'll always bleed And I held back the tears all week 'Cause every time I cry I bring you back to me And I didn't sleep all week 'Cause every time I try you show up in my dreams So don't you tell me That it was just wrong timing Those words that make my mind spin Those words that crawl under my skin I'm sick and tired of pretending that I'm not violent Just turn on all the sirens And take me to an asylum Where I can scream in silence Where I can scream in silence