Losing you made me hate myself
(You made me hate myself, yeah)
Broke me down, made me someone else
(Turned into someone else)
And now you're fucked up and need my help
(Fucked up, got me fucked up)
But I can't be there, it hurts like hell
(Hurts like hell, yeah)
We used to be tight like that
Now you really wanna fight like that
Blinded by war, lose sight like that
No, you on the other side and I can't fight back
But I gotta face facts that you different now
We got issues, we're distant now
I can see that something is missing now, I missed you
I've been through hell, I failed, wish I held you down
I can't help you now and that's draining me mentally
I guess enemies what we meant to be
You'll never know what you meant to me
Letting you down is what's killing me
Weight on my heart started breaking me physically (woah)
I never ask for you sympathy (No)
I just wish things happened differently (Yeah)
It is what it is, put it simply
This only ends with the end of me
Broken, I couldn't cope with
Losing everyone I was close with, gotta stay focused
I keep it cool, can't show my emotions
Tell me where is hope at when it's all hopeless
It was your heart I was holding
Same heart I put that hole in
And now it's my heart where the hole is
Yeah, that's when the thoughts are the coldest
I remember that
Losing you made me hate myself
(You made me hate myself, yeah)
Broke me down, made me someone else
(Turned into someone else)
And now you're fucked up and need my help
(Fucked up, got me fucked up)
But I can't be there, it hurts like hell
(Hurts like hell, yeah)
And I should've known (I should've known)
But now you're alone (you're alone)
You're all alone
Yeah, look at me now VS where I started
I do good, but you know I'm heartless
This shits fucks with my head, to be honest
If I knew you were here, I'd be on it
I was so selfish
I looked out for me, you looked out for her
Now I just feel helpless
Haven't sent, but I'm hell bent
There's no way I could shelf this
Time after time, I just run it back
Blood on my hands when I face the past
Wish it was me, now that time has passed
I would take it back
I just wanna feel different
Sick and tired of this shame
Hope you're out there to listen
Hope you know I'm in pain
Now I know what I'm missing
That's the price that I pay
You gave me all of this vision
The fuck am I supposed to say
You know that
Losing you made me hate myself
Broke me down, made me someone else
And now you're fucked up and need my help
But I can't be there, it hurts like hell
And I should've known (I should've known)
But now you're alone (you're alone)
You're all alone