Ten whole years in monochrome
Policed inside the white of walls
The hands that bedded cement
Draw stiff in pleasurable ill intent
They plunge deep, bare in rope
Burnt black in white smoke
Flare lit again
"All this work won't save your life" read the sign
"All this work won't save your life" read the sign
Cruising, muted sounds of
Headache and pneumonia
Cruising, muted sounds of
Cruising, muted sounds of
Ditched the gallant
Venture of moving through
Unfazed in scarce pace
To find a hole worth sinking into
Capture the vomit of conscious flow
And runes of my father's disguise
I wonder if you will understand
I wonder if you will understand that
Even headlights wouldn't faze me
Even headlights wouldn't faze me
Bordering self-abuse I crawl through tense
And often past
Consistent
Admissions
Bordering self-abuse I crawl through tense
And often past
Consistent
Admissions
You've let this brute
Enter your bed
Bordering self-abuse I crawl through tense
And often past
Consistent
Admissions
You've let this brute
Enter your bed
Fists first into everything
Senseless and scarred
A dream-like ceremony but all things must pass
In dimmed lights and room sounds
And battered care
Silent
Stares
At dead weight floating deep underground
Wants
An anxious sigh to forgo the hound
Breeds
Comfort through the spit of police
Love
Is just a coward when it sticks around
The warhead of family strikes in thunder
And gasps poor memories on the sidewalk
The reason they ought to leave
The reason they ought to be left in parts
Not me, all dressed in plumes and sensible fire
Complete in crude
Put it out
Put it out
Put it out
Put it out