Well I looked out the window it was drizzlin' rain
I thought to myself I wish it would change
What I shoulda done to ease your pain
But this life that I'm livin' won't let me change
And I looked at your picture and I was sittin' face down, couldn't work up the nerve to throw it out
And I dialed in your number, but I can't hit call
Thought about all the memories 'til my phone hit the wall
When am I gonna stop wastin' my time
Why can't I let your memory die
Gettin' off of work, comin' home from church
I know I'm livin' a lie
But as long as your happy than, girl, I'm happy to cry
It's just the hardest part about it is knowin' that's the good in goodbye
My mind made the liquor think that it worked, but I swear I can see my t-shirt
Just tryin' to kiss me will make it right
Feels like I'm dreamin', but I won't sleep tonight
My friends think I'm crazy, but then who don't
When I say that I'm comin', they know I won't
Why'd I ever let pride ever step before you or anything else to tell you the truth
When am I gonna stop wastin' my time
Why can't I let your memory die
Gettin' off of work, comin' home from church
I know I'm livin' a lie
But as long as your happy than, girl, I'm happy to cry
Girl, I'm happy to cry
When am I gonna stop wastin' my time
Why can't I let your memory die
Gettin' off of work, comin' home from church
I know I'm livin' a lie
But as long as your happy than, girl, I'm happy to cry
It's just the hardest part about it is knowin' that's the good in goodbye