What you're saying gets my mind so twisted I've got a heart of gold, but you seem to miss it Your words so heavy, I hold in my head Ignore all the good, 'cause you're just so obsessed With what I'm not yet, with what I'm not yet Sticks and stones might break my bones under this weight Of knowing who I am to you is a mistake It's not okay I'm really trying my hardest Even when I'm in my darkest What you want, I'll never be You only see the worst in me A little patience is all I need But you only see the worst in me The worst in me I break your rules just by existing Try to show my side, but it makes no difference You'd rather leave me wishin' I was dead Than just break your mold that I never could fit I can't take it, I can't take it I refuse to stay, might die if I don't leave And stop believing in this monster that you see 'Cause it's not me I'm really trying my hardest Even when I'm in my darkest What you want, I'll never be You only see the worst in me A little patience is all I need But you only see the worst in me The worst in me I'm incomplete Through this broken window Your vision keeps me Lost in limbo You'll never see I'm sick of being wishful 'Cause your ignorance seems So damn blissful I'm really trying my hardest Even when I'm in my darkest What you want, I'll never be You only see the worst in me A little patience is all I need But you only see the worst in me The worst in me What you want, I'll never be You only see the worst in me A little patience is all I need But you only see the worst in me