Never felt so lonely
Never thought that it would go that far
That the darkest side would own me
Pulling me away from my own heart
Please don't touch my scars
Promise you won't touch my scars
Close the beast behind those bars
Lies just tear us both apart
Yeah, I look for love
But none was found
Hate me because I'm underground
Yeah, lately seems I've become a clown
Here come the crowds
Internet trolls in abundance how
They love to go run their mouths
Rainy days and thunderclouds
I just pray that the sun comes out (sun comes out)
London Bridge falling down
Lonely nights, not a sound
Just my thoughts, what's the cost?
Don't really know what it's all about
I search for love, looked all around
Still all alone when you're in a house
That don't feel like home
Keep the windows open just to feel the cold
On your skin, I know, been in it for so long
That it feels like some days, I'ma lose my grip
I can't hold on anymore, no, but I go down in flames like a plane
Amelia Earhart
Guess I'm 'bout to go die, oh my
Got a fucking closed mind
With a hole inside that's blacker than a fucking coal mine
Barely holding on, I never
Never felt so lonely
Never thought that it would go that far
That the darkest side would own me
Pulling me away from my own heart
Please don't touch my scars
Promise you won't touch my scars
Close the beast behind those bars
Lies just tear us both apart
Sometimes when I'm sleeping, I go off the deep end and lose it
I'm lucidly dreaming the hurt away
'Til I wake up in paralysis like I done fractured a vertebrae
Woke up today, feeling anxious
Like what if I die before I even make it to 38
Will I see pearly gates valley of the shadow of death
And death is just always a breath away
Yep, it's affirmative
Death is a scar that is permanent but a legend's eternal so I
Just keep working on leaving my mark in this world like Copernicus
Pain is temporary, get up and put on a tourniquet
If you're not terminal, pussy throw dirt on it
Dance with the devil and you will get burned again
Living in a wicked world
Rather be hurting and murdering each other
Rather than loving one another
Look what we're becoming used to be like
Brothers, now we're nothing but a bunch of fucking suckers
Evil is among us, fighting over crumbs while politicians
Love it corporations ducking workers pay
Because their paying us next to nothing yup
We don't have the money but we have the power
We got strength in numbers
We can overcome the scars of 2020
Never felt so lonely
Never thought that it would go that far
That the darkest side would own me
Pulling me away from my own heart
Please don't touch my scars
Promise you won't touch my scars
Close the beast behind those bars
Lies just tear us both apart