I don't like who I am anymore You said "we fight too much" and I can't bear the silence Taking over me, the exit looks clear It doesn't mean I can reach it from this deep inside my head (The defiant act of leaving) We forget, the nights we spent Chasing down the star trails on our skins You built a wall, you ran away And I'm left here Chasing down the star trails over you And I can't seem to find out how to stop my brain From fantasizing a way that I could hold you from this far away I wish these words would mean something for you (anything for you) We forgot, the nights we spent Chasing down the star trails on our skins You built a wall, you ran away You can't even see my face Chasing down the star trails over The planet we created Our guardian cats, our moving home I wish that I could hate your guts I wish I never wrote this song I won't forget the nights we spent Standing closer to the edge The finger trails, the drawings you left Still shine on me So I'll stay awake Chasing down the star trails over me