Where were you The night you thought you'd miss it all? I felt so weak, so detached Watching from afar, about to give up I've been trying not to face that I'm lost, but I'm lost Daylight broke For once silence didn't scare that much And I know you've missed me I've let darkness define me for far too long But I had to break these bones to grow To know if I'm real I'll count the steps back home 'Cause I've been trying not to face that I'm lost But I'm lost To know if all of this is real I'll count the steps back home 'Cause I've been trying not to face that I'm lost But I'm lost And when the sky opens up I will see myself clearly... for once I won't be afraid of you all leaving me All the love lost was worth Like all the times we fell apart I'll leave the lighthouse You can find me in the light from now on