Do you remember when i told you that i was scared of dying
That i was afraid of distance
And i ended up crying
And the dogs were fighting outside
Yet it was a quiet morning
And you held me close, for a little while
And while i was pinned down there
Your mind was somewhere else
You thought that i wouldn't notice
But it's always the same
And it's always the same shit
I've dealt with this for a long time
I don't expect sympathy just a shoulder to sleep by
The way i tear myself up
And always have something to say
Whatever you might want to
And i'll pretend not to care
About the aching in my insides
And the need of throwing up
I don't need sympathy
Just a shoulder to cry by
All my lovers turned to demons
Behind my closed eyes i still see them
And i'm getting very tired
I swear that i'm restless
And it is a quiet morning
But the winds are getting wilder
And you're almost gone
And i think you don't believe
When i tell you that i can feel when you're zoning out
I know you don't want to be here
I'll feel guilty afterwards
But i'm not ready to leave it
Because it's always the same
I don't expect sympathy
But please don't make me leave your bed
The way i tear myself up
You always have something to say
Whatever you might want to
And i'll pretend not to care
About the aching in my insides
And the need of throwing up
I don't need sympathy
Just a shoulder to cry by
Just a fuck and some touch
Just a bed to cry on