I wonder if this will be this hard forever I wonder if this will be this hard forever I've wandered through my mind every night And never have I found peace in this words that I write I wonder if this will be this hard forever I wonder if this will be this hard forever I'm sure that it will But I don't know if I'm prepared And I'm sorry, but I think about this most days And I'm sorry, but I'm sick of being sorry To have respect for what you do Everyone needs to be sorry for you I wonder if this will be this hard forever I wonder if this will be this hard forever I've wandered through my mind every night And never have I found peace in this words that I write I wonder if this will be this hard forever I wonder if this will be this hard forever I'm sure that it will But I don't know if I'm prepared 'Cause I told you it was getting tight in my bones Will the floor stop getting closer? only god knows Wish I could feel what I just said But I could never find faith Without feeling alone 'Cause inside I'm alone Now feel sorry for me 'cause I'm alone