That's MTwo Why it always take a lesson to learn? Do we really enjoy it more when it's earned? She love me then, she loved me not They tried to tell me the fire's hot Why I gotta check if it burns? This ain't me trying to win you back, chillll I knew when that ship sailed It's been years I fell in this trap, for real Only way out is to let it all unveil Ever since I broke your heart, I just haven't been the same I did work to find myself, wish you'd just let me explain But you don't wanna see me now, plus I heard you moved away It's okay... Memories... Got me feeling some way Feeling some way Memories... Got me feeling some way Some way, some way, some way I remember, I remember... Meteor showers in September Getting stranded on the side of the highway on Thanksgiving Or how we spent Doomsday in December; after flames, only embers Remain... Am I alive in any part of your brain? Or were the good times from back in the day Outweighed by the bad and suppressed by the pain? I know you think that I'm still playing with the same games I know that I'm the one to blame its a shame shame I was hurt and afraid, I threw dirt on my name Can't believe I never made you my main thang Sorry that I stressed you just to test my luck I heard you moved out west girl, best of luck I wasn't trying to mess you up or set you up You were there before my head blew up Before I cared about the pics and the bios Everything changed on Cinco de Mayo Came for the W like the kid from Ohio And suddenly it got spicy like Pico De Gallo Yeah, it was your friend that I was after But Lord know that would've been a disaster So I made you smile, provoked your laughter We locked eyes and began our chapter Aruba Steve's was the ish tho! $5 Margaritas in a fish bowl Got me craving everything on the dish yo, I sealed the deal with a kiss on your cheekbone I think it's crazy how I became your love Late nights binging How I Met Your Mother We were so broke, you gifts were handmade I sang songs I wrote and like Sherlock Holmes We undercovers discovering one another Wish I grew the balls to tell her that I loved her Nowadays there ain't a day where I ain't thinking of her It's hard to rejoice and show that I'm poised When the regrets of my choices is why I suffer In the end all we have are memories... Defining our identities... In ways they become like remedies For dealing with the pressure when it ain't enough to let it be I gotta let it out, it's therapy... I have to spill it out before I let it get to me You were the one that taught me how to see the best in me As for the rest of me, I'm still trying to figure out what's left of me Still on the quest to understand my destiny The follies of my past been stressing me I'm sorry that I acted selfishly If I knew then what I know now... I would've counted my blessings and settled down cuz Ever since I broke your heart, I just haven't been the same I did work to find myself, wish you'd just let me explain But you don't wanna see me now, plus I heard you moved away It's okay... Memories... Got me feeling some way Feeling some way Memories... Got me feeling some way Some way, some way, some way Ever since I broke your heart, I just haven't been the same I did work to find myself, wish you'd just let me explain But you don't wanna see me now, plus I heard you moved away It's okay... Memories... Got me feeling some way Oooo. some way Got me feeling, feeling some way Some way, some way, some way