You come alive behind closed doors You've got a problem you can't ignore So drive your car, light a cigarette Too young to die, too old to regret You're tired bloodshot eyes Rip through my insides every time Be thankful you're alive Life's far worse when you have to hide Blood runs from your pulsing soars Soaks into your open pores Your hair fell out onto your plate You can't believe what you just ate You're vicious, terrified Here and gone at the same time Your kisses, like drive-bys I hate it when you say goodbye Hammer in the rest of your nails Load the ships and set the sails You can't hide inside the cold Will find it's way into your bones Woah I guess this is goodbye I told myself I wouldn't cry She screams hold me as we lie I love it when you say goodnight