If I knew you I'd make you the best thing I can with my hands If I knew you I'd write you a song with fewer words And if I was alone, if I was free, I'd give you the time that I have But I'll leave it and leave it and leave it And I'll see you around sometime Will you know that there's something on my side? I need you to know but I can't say I've settled with someone above me and god damn I'm trying to be good The love that I thought I would never deserve Cause I'm too difficult He knows I have problems and I can't sit still without Crashing and burning And crying and turning our world upside down Cause I'm scared, I'm so scared So I'm sitting here thinking about you And I feel like a sinner Cause I love what I have but I want it all In my greed and my childishness And he'll stick by me but I'll hurt him And I'll hold both my hands to his chest And I won't let you know, I'll be safe and go home And I won't lose a thing and I'll sleep without dreams He will cry in the night, we'll let time make it right And we'll go on We'll go on