Aboc
Feel like I lost myself a couple years ago, I never asked for help I tried to do it alone
Now I'm gathering what is left of me. Now i'm finally doing what is best for me
Grew up in a cult, never knew what love was
Never lived my life, knowing what enough was
Spending hella time tryna fit into their vision
Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was
Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was
Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was
I could never seem to find the answer to it
I used yo always blame it on myself
The scars on my arms are a permanent memory, of what I tried to run from every time
Guess I'll never know what a free will is like. The damage is done, I'll get by
Feel like I lost myself a couple years ago, I never asked for help I tried to do it alone
Now I'm gathering what is left of me. Now i'm finally doing what is best for me
Grew up in a cult, never knew what love was
Never lived my life, knowing what enough was
Spending hella time tryna fit into their vision
Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was
Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was
Stopped pretending I was fine yeah, Stopped pretending I was fine yeah
Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was
Stopped pretending I was fine yeah, Stopped pretending I was fine yeah
It's time for me to deal with all the consequences
Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was