Lookin' up every night I'm feelin' I was waiting on the come up No one home with me, no more distractions I was waiting on the come up That was in August, I was just havin' Hopes up, nineteen on the road then I could rope in anything that I wanted to I'm off of it I lost again I'm not it, I wasn't poppin' then I've done everything I've wanted to do I'm off of it I lost again I'm not it, I wasn't poppin' then I've done everything I've wanted to do I was waiting on the come up By the time it got here I was over it I was waiting on the come up It never comes, and if it does it would be like The time we pulled up to the tide and we cut the lights The dolphins makin' waves, sending moonlight If I had a chance to make a day I'd have to make a past one I'm off of it I lost again I'm not it, I wasn't poppin' then I've done everything I've wanted to do I'm off of it I lost again I'm not it, I wasn't poppin' then I've done everything I've wanted to do '09 Freshman, thought I learned a lesson Sit in the back of the class Why I'm stressin' Never felt thoughts like this In my head, shit I need to lay on the desk, get some rest in '09 Freshman, thought I learned my lesson Now I'm too blessed To be lookin' at the sky Wonderin' why Nothing ever falls into my lap Need to work so hard That I'm up and then I crash I'm up and then I crash I'm up and then I crash Ride Um, slip–slide Everytime problems come around I slide Mhm, I slide Sometimes I would rather die Than be in this life It don't hit like it used to, am I right I'm asking everybody, reach into your pride Pull it out, take it on the ground Stomp and scream and shout If you wanna be alive, if you wanna be alive These are distant times, these are distant times