I don't wanna feel alone today, I don't
I don't wanna feel me ohhh
I wanna get out, I'm running
Feels so cold I'm running
It's torture
I'm in in hell right now (You're never gonna find me)
Call out my name right now (You're never gonna hear me)
Where the hell are you right now
You dont wanna talk right now
Oh
I don't wanna feel alone today I don't
I don't wanna feel me ohhh
Clock is ticking there's no perfect timing
But the time you left me was perfect timing
Cause pressure only make diamonds
Led me to the key, to keep finding
But I'd be lying if I said I wanted to keep trying back then
Put the blame on me like it's my fault
Why is it always my fault?
Fall apart twice a day
Fighting demons everyday
Hate me today, my heads in the cloud, drowning in thoughts, either way
Find a way, I will never let you take that away
Feeling afraid, feel like my skins breaking away
I feel my face melting away
Drag me into this hell pit, trust me I can feel it
I'm the messiah of my soul, but today I can't heal it
Can't take it no more, I have no strength, no amount of love will help, no matter the length
No matter the tangible things you have to give me, soul will always be filled up with hate (Fuck)
So make me fall apart
This is just the start
Dreams become nightmares when you're in it
I even held onto this pain for you, you made me fall
I need to feel real from you for me to feel at all
I don't wanna feel alone today, I don't
I don't wanna feel me ohhh
I don't wanna fight no more
I don't wanna cry no more