It's not easy Push your cigarette deep into my chest You can't hurt me any less in your blood-stained dress Probably insane, keep fucking up my brain Hit me with a train, it all just feels the same I already know, it's not easy Nowhere to go, it keeps repeating Nobody knows, or even sees me You're not meant to see, internal bleeding Push your cigarette deep into my chest You can't hurt me any less in your blood-stained dress Probably insane, keep fucking up my brain Hit me with a train, it all just feels the same So complicated This world we've created I fucking hate it Push your cigarette deep into my chest You can't hurt me any less in your blood-stained dress Probably insane, keep fucking up my brain Hit me with a train, it all just feels the same I already know, it's not easy Nowhere to go, it keeps repeating Nobody knows, or even sees me You're not meant to see, internal bleeding