Look, better run
Yeah, they chasing me out
I took a one-on-one
Now they beating me, that's no doubt
I see the loaded gun
Forcing me to stay on this route
They put it on my tongue
Now I know just what they about
Okay
2020 started out without a fucking medication
Hesitation in my head, an overcasting shadow facing
My location never present, mental patient what I'm seeing
Now it's a reflection of my father, man, this shit is weighing
Exit Broadway is my only temptation, I'm faking
Only thing I've ever felt is vacant, I'm waiting
For a single sign to tell me what the fuck I'm chasing
If we bеing honest, then I'm running out of patiencе
Flip that, flip that
Gotta get my mind state right back
Feel like time fly too fast
And it feel like I might crash
I don't even know why I ask
I hit 85 on that dash
One left turn, that's all that I ask
I might flip the Civic in a flash, bitch
I'ma be honest, I'ma pay the price for silence
Even if it come down to my life, I know that's well spent
How we breaking down, I barely got some mileage
For these 21 I see that I been my own hostage
I need a translator to get my mind straighter
I'm calling Nezuko, I think I need a demon slayer
I'm running through the paper, I sent a couple prayers
I'm never hearing back, guess I don't need that motherfucker
I need a translator to get my mind straighter
I'm calling Nezuko, I think I need a demon slayer
I'm running through the paper, I sent a couple prayers
I'm never hearing back, guess I don't need that motherfucker
Yeah, straight to the bottom, I'm talking depths and I dove in
Divine intention digging for reception, tell him I'll owe him
This silence been a cycle through my guidance, never been chosen
And if I gotta make a sound, then I'ma shove it down coping
They wanna tell me how to kill myself, I'm slipping out my mental health
It's so fucking hard to yell for help when they just hear themselves
If I told you what I'm feeling, you prolly get overwhelmed
So I stay inside my head and make sure I don't feel compelled
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Okay, I never had a high like this
I took a pill, now I'm Neo in a new Matrix
My mind was ill, but it still feel like there's something I missed
Write down my thoughts
Maybe could convince myself this ain't an abyss
And this life was never easy, I freely
Challenge my thoughts to seek the real me
It kill me, to see my momma drink like that
Wasted talkin' shit, no you won't remember this back, but I guess
We all got our demons, right?
Questioned my life for several seasons, right?
And what I needed was a balance
It's finally time for me to break the silence