I'm afraid of conversations Most of them don't go right Always say what I never mean to Wish that I would think twice I don't know when I've made them angry 'Cause I can't read all their signs All I know when they tell me it's ok I'm pretty sure it's a lie I try my best to understand To realize what went wrong But every time that I look up They're already gone So why even talk to anyone When all that I'll do is say something to fuck it up I hope they know I mean no harm But how could they know what my intentions are Sometimes it feels unfair Wish I was more self-aware Some days I'm just too scared 'Cause I don't wanna be a burden to bear Having trouble reading social cues Guess I can't take a hint It's hard to blame it on a blown-out fuse That not one pill could fix I try my best to understand To realize what went wrong But every time that I look up They're already gone So why even talk to anyone When all that I'll do is say something to fuck it up I hope they know I mean no harm But how could they know what my intentions are Sometimes it feels unfair Wish I was more self-aware Sometimes I'm just too scared 'Cause I don't wanna be a burden to bear I don't wanna be a burden to bear Be a burden to bear Be a burden to bear Be a burden to bear A burden to bear Whenever I get overwhelmed I won't ask for help I'll just pretend that I don't care I don't wanna be a burden to bear