Yeah I've been running like a river I've been swimming in the fear, no lie And I've been living like a sinner, you can see it in the way I smile And I've been running so far away from where I've come from Yeah I don't deserve this, but I'm always learning And I've been speaking with the preacher, yeah I'm out my mind Found a reason in believing, yeah I'm on my grind When you see me on the TV, hope it makes you cry 'Cause I don't need your lies, I won't say I'm fine I've been living like a criminal, been alone I've been living like a criminal And I don't think I'll shine, won't you be my light I've been living like a criminal, been alone I've been living like a criminal On to the next, I really thought you were my type though On to the stress, it's like I'm walking on a tight rope Texting my ex, she really thinks that I'm a psycho and I know That maybe she's right I'll never forget, I started listening to Christ more All in my head, it's like I never had to fight more Something I said, I really hope it was delightful, insightful 'Cause I don't remember And I've been speaking with the preacher, yeah I'm out my mind Found a reason in believing, yeah I'm on my grind When you see me on the TV, hope it makes you cry 'Cause I don't need your lies, I won't say I'm fine I've been living like a criminal, been alone I've been living like a criminal And I don't think I'll shine, won't you be my light I've been living like a criminal, been alone I've been living like a criminal Hey, mmm 'Cause I don't need your lies, I won't say I'm fine I've been living like a criminal, been alone I've been living like a criminal And I don't think I'll shine, won't you be my light I've been living like a criminal, been alone I've been living like a criminal I've been living like a criminal, been alone I've been living like a criminal I've been living like a criminal, been alone I've been living like a criminal