All this stress and this drama got me feeling really burnt out
Used to know a couple G's but you seen now they turnt out, ay
No, I don't never run, no, I don't never hide
They come for you when they see you on the rise
I get the trippin' when I think about my life
You see the pain when you look inside my eyes, ayy
I'm really workin'
Breaking weed up on my hand, fuck a surface
Tryna keep my mind busy 'cause I'm hurtin'
Sorry baby, I'm just real, I ain't perfect, yeah
But I'm tryna be
Boy, I'm fly, graduated from astronomy
Boy, I got it out the mud, why you mad at me?
I'm just tryna run the bands for the family, ayy
I'm gonna do what I say, gonna do it
No more, can fuck with you if I don't know you
Baby boy, I'm tryna win
You ain't the boy if you ain't been inside the crib
You got no scars than you can never be bitch
And this emotion that I'm on, it hit different
It hit deeper
And I can't imagine like without speakers
If they counting everybody, fuck a research
Shout out all them boys behind walls going either, ayy
And shout out to the sheriff too
'Cause they bump my music, shout out to the sheriff too, yeah
When I'm alone in the stu'
I'm seeing shadows get to thinking I don't know if it's you
When I'm alone in my room
Wicked thoughts get to creepin', I don't know what to do
No, I don't know how I'm gonna keep on pushing, but I got to (I got to)
I can never let none fold me, no
Finna keep my word but if my grave, it come first
Then you got to
Got to play this at my funeral
Wish I was there when my brothers got shot
Wish I was there when my nephew got robbed
Wish I was there when my brother passed away
Wished the gun jammed when it was pointed in his way
I lost my mind in so many situations
You only get one chance so take it, don't be sad
Get caught up by no street code
It's all losses, I can't even tryna preach though
Yeah, you know I'm going hard for my people
One like me, you ain't never met before
The doctor said, "Stop smokin'", I said, "How?"
It really numb the pain, it mellow me out
I'm really getting paid, I run up banks now
And yet you see through all the bullshit I just smile
I fight until there's none left of me
I can't call this shit my life, I can it destiny, yeah
No, I don't know how I'm gonna keep on pushing, but I got to (I got to)
I can never let none fold me, no
Finna keep my word but if my grave, it come first
Than you got to
Got to play this at my funeral
No, I don't know how I'm gonna keep on pushing, but I got to (I got to)
I can never let none fold me, no
I'm finna keep my word but if my grave, it come first
Boy, you got to
Got to play this at my funeral
No, I don't know how I'm gonna keep on pushing, but I got to (I got to)
I'm finna keep my word but if my grave, it come first
Boy, you got to
You got to play this at my funeral