We crashed down on a wednesday
I couldn't believe what your friend said
I blacked out I was wasted
I lost you I wasted it
Got problems, ain't diagnosed 'em yet
That night, can't recall most of it
Said some things, all things I regret
Can't go back, I can't live with it
Guess that's my problem now
When I act on things never thought about
Can't explain that night, just apologize
I can't sleep sometimes it's a product of
Just making a mistake
Keeping my head on straight
When I'm pissed off
Think it's a bad dream
I wanna wake up
I wish I could wake up
I'd never wanna leave you
But I was that guy
I didn't wanna hurt you
Or see that look in your eye
It seems I don't deserve you
But I'll give you some time
You say your mind is made up
But I still wanna fight for you
(Aye)
Ain't it all a mess
Scattered, we can't pick it up again
Better for me if I hold it in
Growing old and going separate ways
Remember what I told you
Nothing that you and I can't go through
But I know why you would close the door
Had it perfect, guess I wanted more
I can't take the abuse
Already do it to myself enough
Wish that I could be enough
And I can't make an excuse
When the fact is that I messed it up
Can't believe it's said and done
I'd never wanna leave you
But I was that guy
I didn't wanna hurt you
Or see that look in your eye
It seems I don't deserve you
But I'll give you some time
You say your mind is made up
But I still wanna fight for you